tuesday 2:52 am

so.  along with the heat wave that comes from God knows what physiologic center of my body my brain serves up a heaping side dish of  “which doc is watching me for recurrance” anxiety?

Because at this moment I feel like I’ve been dropped like a hot potato for the next new case of cancer that walked through the door.  And there is certainly no lack of those.

Just try going back to sleep after that meal.

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One Response to “tuesday 2:52 am”

  1. kathy farber Says:

    There is nothing as hard as the fear of recurrence. We are like foster children who are “dumped” after the age of 18. Also, it seems as if the medical community doesn’t understand this aspect of cancer.

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